I am very SIAN. Yes it's that word.

#1 I have been procrastinating too much ! Have yet to study for tomorrow's lectures and tutorials.

#2 She has successfully pissed me off tonight. Justin says to heck care. But I need to go through tonight first before I can forget about it.

#3 I don't know whether I'd be in dance this year. Bad feeling. Foreigners are supposed to sacrifice going home in order to be considered active in hall. Locals can go off for holidays if they want to huh.

I am pissed.

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I hate it when I have the yes-i-wanna-puke-but-no-i-can't-quite kinda feeling. Argh. Had this feverish feeling last night, feeling horrible inside out, too hungry to sleep but body was aching all over. Then Justin ( thanks dear ! *muaks* ) went to make me a mug of Hot Cup and got me Panadol from Boon. Fell asleep immediately after that. for 8 hours of solid sleep. Woke up totally refreshed though.

Am still very disgusted with last night's phone call. Argh. Traumatised too. Am I overdoing it?

Feeling slightly less displaced then I was some time ago. Yet at the same time, I too realise that this is the crucial time for me to prioritise my stuff. This semester's workload , admittedly, is not light. Last sem seemed to be just a breeze but I seriously am afraid for this sem.

God - grant me strength and the will to study and be consistent !

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