I think I am kinda getting used to the idea that I'd be here for May. Don't quite like the idea but I figured that I'd better get myself used to it before I start getting all depressed and piss everyone else off. Suppose I'll try to get a job - thing is, the mere thought of moving into B309 and then move out for people to clean and disinfect and whatever then moving them back then EHOC then move to D3 ( or is it D2? ) is way way tiring !

I think I am enjoying the studying right now *gasp* it IS a difference when you enjoy the things that you study...

I don't know what to do about that. I just feel that the rift is getting wider and wider.

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So it's over. No tears. No depressed faces. Just calmness. And very very serene.

I guess it was a sort of relief to everyone now that Grandma has passed on. Seems rather infilial and even cruel to say so but everyone has been mentally prepared for this for so long that we are just happy for her that her suffering has ended.

It was a good weekend spent with everyone at home. Ernie is completely adorable these days. *sigh* Miss them so so much. I was away barely 24 hours but when I returned to hall on Sunday night, it felt as if I had been gone for a long time.

Now I am kinda disturbed cos of the SARS thingy. If we go back *assuming Malaysia is to be declared a SARS affected country* we are not allowed to come back till 14 July - I have EHOC !

Mom says not to go back - that means I can only go back in December. Even then, assuming that I'd be involved in DP ..... *sigh*

As Justin said - what are we doing here then?

Gotta hit the books.....

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A guy out of nowhere emailed me today regarding the blurb Daniel added for me in my icecream article. I was pissed by him not because he pointed out the mistake, but because of his personal attacks and horribly unfunny sarcasm. I replied him in .. let's just say it's my most curt and sarcastic email ever....and yeah...me satisfied now :)

Highlight of the day? Singing love songs in silly manners with Justin today.

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